What a day. I was just off. We were due to have company this afternoon and spent the day cleaning and chores in spite of both of us not feeling well and then got a call that company wasn't coming due to illness. That was a relief actually. Didn't much feel like it. Still feeling off.
Since retirement I am still trying to feel my way around to see what and who I am. I struggle for the security of routine because nothing is routine any more. I'm not sure if I want it anymore either. There's some comfort in doing exactly what I want when I want to after HAVING to do things.
What a day... here it is dark/evening and I am in a fog.